i'm not dead

So yeah, it’s been a long time since I updated this, but I won’t say sorry because no one reads this and it’s probably better that way. The reason that I’ve not been posting is that I’ve been having a really hard time recently. Not just last week or so but for a few months and it just all got a little too much recently. I don’t think this is one of those situations where you can just say cheer up emo kid because too much of this is real. I’m not just sad for any reason. Besides I think even the emo kids are cooler than me at the moment, but then I always kinda liked them. I love emo guy’s hair, it can be done so very well sometimes but I will always feel intimidated by any guy who spends more time on his hair than I do on mine. So yeah, I’m not dead, I don’t get turned into a zombie, I just lost some things that I truly loved and need a little space to breath. Breath deep and get better! :)